reani trix.

2005-01-19T21:09:00.000-08:00

Maybe i've started to think,that with our own lives, what could blogging do to actually bring up MORE LIVE in us? i was thinking of this somewhat recently, and i thought.. maybe it doesn't really afterall. maybe it's just a waste of time,penetrating our stupid thoughts and stuff. but no,i also thought that it could bring out many memories that could still be uncovered right under those archives . but it has also been my fascinating passion to write,to express myself in a much,anticipating way to show others how i feel towards my daily activities,life. You might think that after typing this post , im going to stop my writing , my inspiration to show you my inner feelings. but don't get yourself wrong,i'll NEVER stop on blogging. you see me 5 years time,you see me as long as you want,and i can never give up writing,or expressing myself. it's like this intruiging love for writing i can't resist.And yes, you know some countries even banned blogging and so,HERE, that's so wrong. i wonder why BUSH'S doing that okay. Even if i get older,when times fade by,my memories start to fade,i'll never forget my passion for expressing,and continue to live up to my dreams.Each time in my social life,there's always a little voice saying out my feelings for me,telling me how i feel,how i think about THAT person..it's not like im DEAD or something, ihave a feeling inside,and that's the reason why everyday there's this certain URGE to update.
i wish to be a journalist,or a debater one day. i guess blogging isn't much of a waste of time,for the low downs out there,take up blogging if you are like me. if not, keep a simple diary . neither not,you just have to let those memories in you stay in,and at least have the thoughts of your own. I've never knwon a human being without feelings.

2005-01-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

shinyi and us went to pizza hut to eat for lunch. AHAHAHA. IM BROKE NOW. -.-

2005-01-15T21:14:00.000-08:00

okay, really. i have to type fast, cause my internet connection is going to be unabled in like a few minutes time okay. this is really ABNORMAL these few days because it's been like that.
right, well since you all know why i would waste my lazy sunday afternoons on blogging and internet? i totally dont like spending the brisk air of the sweet sun rays. and okay, later i'm gonna go to the gym to work out -.- you know, im getting heavier day by day.. JUST LIKE YOU! (:
haha. anyways, i really wanna buy the tofu man! it's like the coolest cutest thing okay. YAYEE (: though i wonder, why does it always look so sad huh. POOR THING .
and yes, it's like so damn funny and looks like lynn alot <3
why i hate school :
1. i don't want to attend band practices,although it's esemble.
2. i don't want to be assocaited with samuel.
3. i start getting crankier with my crush day by day.
4. i hate getting up early and taking two buses to school which is SOOO
TIRRING.
5. i hate science lessons. i feel scared =X
6. i hate KOH, our chinese teacher.
7. i hate being in the stupid chinese new year thing.
8. I HATE I HATE MONDAYS. I HATE LONG READING PERIODS ACTUALLY.
why i feel so bad now:
1. i hate charging my ipod.
2. i have so boring songs in my ipod
3. i hate using this desktop, it doesn't connects to the internet well. (okay, this connection can end soon, but yeah,good thing i have FAST HANDS TO TYPE REAL FAST , OKAY? )
4. i miss tofu men. I WANT THEM OKAY.
5. i wanna go to toys r us but no, i dont think so.
6. im worried about band .
7. IM GETTING HEAVIER, I HAVE MY PERIOD, I WANNA RUN OKAY! IT'S STRENOUS RIGHT.

yah, i really feel bad and really agitated these days. oh yes, did i mention? i hate HOME ECONOMICS. I HATE HAVING PRACTICALS. I HATE EVRYTHING IN CHINESE, ESPECIALLY. NOTE : ESPECIALLY.
i feel like crying. oh yes, what did my astro scoop says on the teenage mag?
IM GETTING CRANKIER WITH MY CRUSH DAY BY DAY AND I SHOULDN'T DEMAND TOO MUCH. i feel im getting so idiotic, i did the chopstick thing during science lessons too. (: HEH HEH. (LMY WILL KNOW)

2005-01-13T17:40:00.000-08:00

okay,im sharing my stick we you today. =X
anyway, you would wanna know what happened today,yes?
okay I AM SO FRIKKIN PISSED OKAY. science lessons are almost the worst and yet,boring periods in school. mr fajar is so boring. i can't survive having even a period of stupid science especially if he has to spoil the way i used to feel about science,i used to think science was super fun and yet,super cool and SUPER INTERESTING. but the whole thing's all hay-wired okay.
science is SUPER BORING,SUPER UNCOOL,SUPER STUPID. all he could just do during science lessons is to talk and ask questions. today, he called upon my name for the first time okay.
he asked me to draw NACI that atom thingy. well, i drew 2 big circles and you know what. i forgot to put NA and CI in the 2 circles. and benjamin called samule's name. mr fajar was like.. what has samuel got to do with giselle? UH OHHH. HERE IT IS AGAIN. WOOOO. WENT THE WHOLE CLASS. and OMG. samuel completed my circles.
and you know those 2 BIG CIRCLES ARE LIKE.. those who are perverted enough will know.
so the whole class was like LAUGHING LAUGHING AND LAUGHING. sheeshhh. and i was BLUSHING BLUSHING BLUSHING AND LAUGHING LAUGHING LAUGHING.
eeeeeewwwwwww. I DONT WANNA BE ASSOCIATED WITH SAMUEL OKAY. YUCCKK.
like correct,today's the 13th,but sigh, NOT THE FRIDAY,which would make it even more interesting ,yes? haha.
gah, i have no band today and tomorrow. i am so ELATED OKAY. hahaha. sheesh kok piao's our new house captain. i want a new captain please.
oh yes, we had our first house meeting this year. i hate the new sec1s cos i wont be able to know them (: then i'll be happy yes.

-.-

2005-01-07T16:48:00.000-08:00

like everything's gonna fade away sooner or later.
you don't get it, do you?
i feel totally neglected in my own way. i feel humiliated. it's all ready for ONE.
you still don't get the point do you. i want to have your beautiful charming love,but yet again,i have been well humiliated, and YET again, you totally neglected me. now you get it do you.
well, you get it. but ah, heck. it's just plain stupidness of me.

school

2005-01-04T20:23:00.000-08:00

everything in krss now is like.. NEW. everything has CHANGED. well, the late coming system has changed, so.. heh. i can't get away from it much anyways (:
and also, i've been eating well in the mornings for breakfast and not skipping it. yes, and i wake up early as well (:
im so proud of that ! gahh, but anyway, this year is an important year. i must do my regulars properly every morning. heh (:
well i hate most of our new teachers. our class had MR FAJAR as our form teacher. i think he's so.. BAD. he can't really handle the class,yes? haha. today there was spot check on our attire. and yes, i dyed my hair and mr fajar was like.. NOT NOTICING IT. hahaha.
and my fingernails are like long, he doesn't say anything? well, somewhat i like having these kind of teachers (:
oh yes, what about my cca? maybe i'll not quit afterall. but wait, i have to tell the teachers and stuff, which is like.. so troublesome and somewhat also risky to make certain choices in life.
okay, we got ms lim as our english teacher! whoa. she's okay. well, if ms tan was still here, i'll want her. but nahh, she's in japan (:
i'll be missing some of my sec3 friends next year. can't really get to see them already . sigh.
i miss the sec3s. WEHH ): TAKE CARE .
okay, i guess i've got a load of shit to complete and prepare before school tomorrow.
our maths teacher is k ind of fun (: my band teacher yeah. but hell, she's FUN. and not like mrs khoo.. who is boring,and shit boring yet again. hahaha. im soo FRIKKIN PISSED of our chinese teacher this year. must we have that old lady,ms koh? that seriously paranoid woman?
shit,i guess she's like totally soo.. FUNNY.HILARIOUS. HURHURHUR -.-
i mean, i really don't understand what the bloody hell she's talking about. hahaha.
well thing is. she doesn't speak english and so, she expects her students to understand her really well? that is so CRUEL OF Y OU,KOH.. WEHH ):
she doesn't know that some people doesn't really understands ALL THE CHINESE she says,as almost everyone detests chinese,you don't ? don't be here okay.
then ms yeo, she's so different. she has a lil' english into her teaching which makes it more enthusiastic about learning chinese. i guess this year's chinese wouldn't be that great anyway.
sigh. IM PISSED -.-
i've got to go now. have to get my books for tomorrow. since the first 2 days are like.. PREPARATION so.. yeah, alot of stuff to do. BYE.

2005-01-02T05:04:00.000-08:00

rushing through the alleys and sidestreets, began pulsating it's steady rhythm to the masses. kill me. there she was, tall and slender, two crimson ribbons holding up the two layers of snow white blonde to the side of her head, permitting short wispy strands to frame about her softly porcelian skin.
she's beautiful.. you think. You think. did you even have time to think as you stood there staring at the girl.eyes trailing over the physique as if she were some frozen statue . be careful, mortal..

She might bite.. ..
love,giselle.
today's entry.
i find that 2005 will be OKAY. and maybe not, trying to realise my mistakes from 2004, maybe i'll do a better job in 2005. OKAY?
FINE. new year has already started. it's like.. SO FAST. yes, i really really miss that year . 2003 like i said BEFORE.
anyways, today, i didn't really care about the new year because i woke up like at around 5pm.
that is LATE. (:
the previous night i slept around 7am.. i wasn't doing the stupid countdown at sentosa.. (:
i was watching a video ! yes, the terminal. (:
okay.. it's already late now.. and i promised my dad before he left for flight that i wouldn't stay up late till the wee hours to watch a movie or whatever. but no, i still used the computer.. (((::
NAUGHTY NAUGHTY. heh .
sigh, well, you know what? IM FRIKKIN NOT PREPARED FOR SCHOOL ON MONDAY.
OMG. I HAVENT GOT EXERCISE BOOKS. GAHH, NOT IMPORTANT IS IT? YEAH I THINK SO. BUT ANYWAYS, I HAVEN'T GOT PROPER SOCKS OKAY DARRLINGG.
MY DARRLING TEACHER, IM SORRRYYYY. ALL THE NIKE SOCKS ARE ANKLE LENGTH!
bwahahhaa (:
i don't know where some people buy those "no brand" socks with "no ankle length".. SIGH. WHERE ? GAH GAH. IM PISSED. IM SURE I WILL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL MANY A TIMES AGAIN NEXT YEAR! PISSED -.- REALLY.
and then.. and then.. I HAVEN'T GOT A PROPER PENCIL CASE,THOUGH MY MOM BOUGHT FOR ME THE NEW ESPRIT BLACK LEATHER WALLET WHICH COSTS LIKE $60. IM SOO FRIKKIN PISSED. HAHAHA.
i cna't meet paris hilton and i bet i wouldn't ever meet her. im writing a fan mail to her and maybe adam brody as well (: well, i have a crush on adam. MY LATEST ONE YET.
IM NOT PISSED THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIPS IN KRSS, CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, THE BOYS IN KRSS , IS LIKE.. STINKING SHIT. YES EXCEPT FOR SNOOPY THE GUY FROM.. 3/7? yes you got that baby.
BYE. IM LEAVING. HEH HEH (:

2004-12-31T13:47:00.000-08:00

do you guys miss 2004 ? i don't really. but there's only ONE YEAR I MISS. 2003. YES.
i miss it ALOT. ALOT ALOT!!!!!!!!!! i miss primary 6. when..
jasmine adeline and leona and i sit around in class and cracked stupid jokes. i miss those days.
i even remebered when leona decided to climb up a ladder that was near the toilet a construction worker's one. SO FUNNY. IT WAS GOOD. ANYWAYS, i didn't managed to climb UP. and remeber, we used to play handphone secretly int he toilet after PSLE? haha! and splashesd water overhead the toilet door each time and faster run out of the toilet so that we won't know who you are.. ADELINE!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. nevermind okay, it's FUN. i LOVE IT.
but tomorrow, can i survive another year? i have things to worry about. and i bet everyone is too.
im worried about my cca. now, i certainly have changed my mind about joining dance, i mean TOO LATE. i want to join DRAMA. and that is.. FINAL. jennifer wanted to join drama at first too.
i hope she can join with me, so that i won't be the ONLY ONE. WHICH IS LIKE..WIERD.
i love 2003. how could you even leave me? I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! <3 <3
even in secondary1, i used to be really quiet and stuff, but i learn together with some friends and being closer to them, is like being closer to the NEW WORLD. my first secondary school friend was jennifer. i met her the first day, which was like.. COINCIDENCE. cause you know what, we LIVE JUST NEXT TO EACH OTHER. and i helped her ALOT. when she was like usually absent. that's what friends are for.
I MISS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS MOST. I MISS RAFFLES GIRLS. YES, I DID MADE A RIGHT CHOICE T O CHOOSE RAFFLES AS MY SCHOOL, AND LUCKY , NOT MGS. I LOVE RAFFLES.
the days in secondary school is really nothing much. only the friends that i meet from all walks of lives. i learn with them, and grow. we have to MOVE ON AND GROW GROW GROW.
whenever i hear this word"MOVE ON" i t makes me want to cry. i am SAD. i want to STAY BACK AND HAVE FUN AND FUN. HOW COULD IT LEAVE ME? BUT YET,SIGH, WE MUST MOVE ON.
my new year's resolution?
BELIEVE IN MYSELF, AND YES, TO WORK EXTRRAA HARD .
simple yes? and oh, I WANT THAT GUCCI WALLET AND GUESS HEELS. I WANT. I WANT.
SHUT UP GISELLE!

-.-

2004-12-30T13:26:00.000-08:00

today tara's birthday, i was awfully excited. haha. she bought me this OP SHIRT. and i bought her the.. umm, AVRI LAVIGNE CD. i wanted to buy her her FAVOURITE hilary duff album,but comes in NEXT WEEKK. WEHH :( KILL ME. I DISSAPOINTED HER. rushed all the way downtown to jelita under the rain to that music cd shop. and then.. DON'T HAVE. what the fuck. this evening we went to swissotel! yeah and we fine dined. it's really nice actually.but it's kind of expensive actually. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">

WHO'S HAWTT??

2004-12-29T09:58:00.000-08:00

okay,who's hawt you say.. http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2133171281&idx=1 -JULIE GONZALO or .. PARIS HILTON.

(: my game.

2004-12-29T07:26:00.000-08:00

yesterday i got this stupid call. it's someone from MGS. i have this feeling it's steph,but anyways, ii emailed her and she said it isn't her. so anyways, who the bloody hell are you? you better admit it okay.
i don't mess with the bimbos you bloody bitch. i don't like your FAKE ACCENT.

2004-12-27T02:13:00.000-08:00

i wish everyone would believe in me.
anyways, i HOPE YOU WOULD.
i hate people who think i can't make it or whatever.
are you my real fweennss? i don't think so.
sigh, life's like this.
so ANYWAYS, i came upon my senses right.
today, i went to archiecomics.com and guess what?
JUGHEAD IS SOO EXACTLY LIKE UH HUH..
YOU SAID IT.
yes why must you know huh KPO?hahaha.
i must admit i love my lovable new BEDD XD
it's so nice and cosy, i could even jump on it like a waterbed.
(that's random)
so what i have to really say is that,my previous post about singaporeans is really TRUE.
do admit it guys . anyways, i made this seriously hilarious joke that'll tickle your bone (adeline!)
KAWAII
(today i called adeline, and told her about whether sean is "kawaii" which i pronounced as "kaiwai" hahaha. umm, IM NOT KAWAII!! (WAIT,HAWAII? HAHAHA)

so anyways, HERE.
(if your one of those "kawaii" people, i suggest you take some parental guidance before you fall off your chair and get totally OUTRAGEOUS OF ME) hahaha. (:
KAWAII.
first stage of "kawaiiness"
- heyys , yupps, haha nice lahhs. (: kkayys, will be good lorrhhs' *
yepps. hahas. will agree to dat kayys :) * okaiieesss.

second stage of "kawaiiness"
-heyyloss ,yuppzzz,hahazz,nicexx lahhxx . (: kkayyzz,will be goodz lorrhhxx' *
yeppxx,hahazz,will agreez to datz kayyzz:) * okaiieezzz.
(notice the letter's "z"s are MORE? HAHAHA)

third stage of "kawaiiness"
-HeYylOZz, YuUPpS,hAhAz,niCEzxX LaHhX . (: kKaYyZx,WiLl bE GoOdZxX lOrHhXx'*
yEpPpxZz,hHahAxZzZxXx,wIlL AgReEzX To daTzSx lAhX KaEsX:) * OkAiEsZxX.
(notice more SINGLISH comes in , and more "x"s and "z"s comes in as well? hahaha. and oh yes, sTiCkY cApS. * no wonder : my sis asked why i was so noisy at typing) XD.

end of story. haha that was made up by me. IM SORRY KAWAII PEOPLE. I HATE STICKY CAPS ESPECIALLYZZ LORRXXX. SOO IFF HORRXX.. YOOUU .. (oh forget it, right, i know you 're ANGRY)

SPRING CLEANING-
yes , me and tara did that to our room.
i was like allergic to dust. so sneezing all the time.
aghh. nothing really happened today,but oh wells, had fun with my kawaii joke? hahaha.
learn to grow through these steps in computer-mastering.
haha! well, i got through ony the FIRST STEP, BUT STOPPPEEEDDD BY ADELINE.
SO SEE, IM GOODD.
I DON'T USE STICKY CAPS. AND IM FREE FROM SUCH UGLY HYSTERICAL UGLY NONSENSE . SEE SEE (: SO PROUD EHH. HAHAHA.

2004-12-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

"we go party,we go eat. we go shop shop then be hip!"
okay,what the fuck , right?
typical singaporean quotes from the main streets of singapore! trying to spend a goodtime with their friends and themselves to be HIP.
but why is singaporeans so enthusiastic about shopping,parties,eating?
not that i'm AGAINST such stuff,but it's like,WIERD.
you know. in america,it's different,people from different classes of humans even think that parties , shopping,eating are such a BLAH BLAH (BORING)
why are singaporeans so DIFFERENT.?
singaporeans, like me, must be the "first timers " to all these partying.
no offence kay hippers.
im NOT so enthu about such things. i think it's just STUPPIDDD.
hey, im not a snob by saying this that im DIFFERENT FROM SINGAPOREANS AND THE SAME AS AMERICANS' ATTITUDE.
it's just that i travel more and understand that singaporeans don't really have a life back here.
it's so dull, everything in singapore, is CRAP.
i mean, what the bloody hell can they duplicate with other countries stuff?
do we singaporeans even have a life? to enjoy well?
i mean PARTIES and SHOPPING and EATING is like singaporean's lives?
i don't think i want to even belong here if that's the case.
it's very bad, the situation is LOUSY.
sigh, what can we do anyways. seeing this year's christmas is like so different.
the parties and drinking and shopping are probably up the charts of "what to do today" list.
well, orchard for instance,is full of enthu KIASU singsporeans who haven't got a life to fulfill.
singaporeans only have this "ZEST" in them.
i hope you people would have a HOLY MERRY CHRISTMAS.
and what is the meaning of christmas? what is the reason?
well, YOUR SHOPPING, YOUR PARTIES,YOUR DRINKING,YOUR HIPNESS.
IS IT?
okay singgieess, the TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS OR RATHER, THE REASON OF CHRISTMAS IS ALL BECAUSE OF OUR "DEAR LORD" GOD, YOU KNOW?
i hope you people change the attitude of you alls!
(:
may the lord be with youuu (: Amen.

2004-12-25T00:02:00.000-08:00

sigh,im gonna miss christmasss!! for another whole year, i have to wait for god AGAIN. i miss christmas the joy of giving.i miss all the funn . i wish everyday was christmas! sighh.

2004-12-24T03:56:00.000-08:00

hey hey.
just came back from MIDNIGHT MASS at the church at dover or clementi.
it was kind of boring at first actually :)
uhh, one part of that mass we had to hld hands up with our partner beside . it's a man by the way :)
(yeah, that's like NORMAL in churches to hold hands right?) >.<
my dad and tara went orchard this evening. VERY CROWDED. GOT PUSHED EVERYWHERE. i was actually kind of annoyed by it. banged into a few indian men. (EEEE)
and the crowd IS HUGE. HUMAN JAM. HAHAHA.
anyways, after that, we got out of that *phew!* BIG CROWD, and went home by bus.
bus was CROWDED TOO!
went home and i chatted with hazel online, she told me there's a midnight party at her house. i told her i might be going to see her party, like go over a while. so anyways after that, i had to go for mass.before mass, went to sophia's house by taxi to drop her card in her house. saw her car with her dad and i think her maid or sister or mother come out of the car. so i was shy , haha. um, i asked my mom to put the card under the gate,(with her own intuition, she thought about the circumstances that would occur if it was under the gate like rain etc..)my dad scolded her,cos no one really oopens their mailbox on x'mas actually. so it'll be too late. anyway,
after the mass, me and tara and our parents.. ate crystal jade ( i think i saw qide) :)

then i went hazel's house, uhh, NO ONE WAS THERE. ALL DARK.
anyway hazel, i thought you were gonna have a HUGE PARTY ??
since it's like you moved in just TODAY . house warming?
hahaha. well, maybe your sleeping.
bwawahh. :)
yes, the church gave ferrero roche to us as christmas gifts :)
my mom got alot from those church boys.
aghhh. anyway, tomorrow i might either be going for a dinner or something.
gahh, it's late. haha. GTG NOW. BYE.MERRY X'MAS PEOPLE!

2004-12-21T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello. haven't really updated these days . haha! my comp. got spoilt. can't on it.
hey anyway, now's like 4:12am.
my dad on it somehow. several tries haha! thank yeeww >.<
that's my reason for NOT being online kay.
i think this christmas is bad because i haven't received ANYTHING.except for perlini sliver ring earringS. (uhh.. *nods*)
so, bought my school textbooks today at popular bookstore with my dad and sis. bought stationaries as well. =)
all added up to around.. umm, $200+. haha!
spent some on ginkgo biloba liquid drops and apple ciderdrink (for my dad, NOT FOR ME! NEVER WOULD I DRINK THAT !) hahaha.
but ginkgo is for me and my sis. good memory . bought all from GNC.
im just glad i bought my books ( well almost all ) except for literature.

yepp, bought hallmark christmas cards for friends.
very expensive . about $4.80 per card? mmhmm.
SO SLEEPY. MY EYES HURT AND STING!!
OH YES YES. i dyed my hair crimson black. yeep. quite a nice pleasent chesnut color.
uhmm, didnt exactly went to the salon to get it dyed, but i bought the garnier hair coloring thing.
it's fun actually, but i got all messy., and everywhere in my hous eis PURPLE. haha!
bought a new comb. christmas, all i need is YOU.
iim getting new pencil case and umm, a new gucci wallet or something like that. haha.
i'll not get into any sports brand , really. like, OP, ROXY, BILLABONG, blabla..

i think i'll get more feminine with brands like mango,zara,guess, and yeah.hmm.

i've waited for you,
longer than what i'll expected.
where's the love that i've always wanted?
what's the truth about me that you really hate?
is this real? the moment i've always waited all along these days..
have come upon a certain BLANK.
you never said it ONCE. you never ASKED.
where';s the love i've been waiting for?
how long am i going to wait?
is this the edge of breaking me down?
you don't know what it's like.
for the love you'll never know.
seeing me in glisten tears.
hearing your laughs.
i've cried , without your presence to show my love for you.
i don't feel it. the love.
all i need is you, your love.
all i hear is your laughter, but the presence of you there for me is total blank.
i dont see a thing in you that makes a difference between us.
is there the truth that still lingers around the air? i've never touched the venturing love of yours. tell me, where's the love?
where's the love?
i feel weak, each time my mind has images of you and me
of me, having your love, but i've never had it.
i've waited, when? when? where? where?
is it really going to happen? the time..
when it comes..
the time to ask me.
will you...

2004-12-17T12:57:00.000-08:00

i told you i can't stand band.
why must we go for pratices , like even in the HOLIDAYS?
funny. strange . wierd. STUPID.
well, im thinking of joining DANCE. >.< ain't that much better?
(haha! well, i dont care what others say about it, tiring etc..)
I LOVE BALLET. HAHAH -.-

OMIGOSHH. my mind's grogging up some how , played too much icy tower just now.
just downloaded that stupid game last night.
HEY. i skipped band today right? hahaha. i dont ever wanna see syakilla FACE!
might be going out later with shinyi and maybe meiyi? dont know.
woke up early.
DONT YOU GUYS NOTICE SOMETHING?
after having this skin, i seem to type MORE POSTS, and much LONGEEERRR. :)
that's good, now you guys can view more posts in my blog more often. (i'll keep it updated , i hope )
Gladys is pissing me off, tara's stupid friend. who adds me on msn and talks to me rubbish!
wtf!! like when i told her "IM BUSYYY!!!!!!!!!!" she refuses to understand and carrys on talking to me. blah.
>0<
see yeeww later. it's the afternoon already. OMIGOSHH been online soo long? hahaha. might be going back to sleep. sighh.

2004-12-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

think by now the party should be over :)
mmhhm,
met with only some people,linda wanted to push me into the pool !
haha.
but nahh, too bad she failed (:
bawahhss. i wouoldn't want getting home like a wet duckk.
me and jasmine met together at the bus stop , outside my home.
well, she was PISSED at me, for coming to the bus stop late. oops sorry!
cause i haven't even changed when she called me!
XD.
so we walked together to PINE GROVE.
wheeeww. lucky, she came to my house, it was near chelsy's condo.
mmhhmm. i didn't buy the bottled drinks for the BBQ! UHH WELL, is this a pot luck party or what? hahaha.
:) jas called chelsy and whoops, it ISN'T pine grove, IT'S CHEVIRR... whatevr park.
hah! i dont know either.
chelsy's directions weere confusing! it's like blablabla.
go for directions classes chel! hahaha.

i wore a black shirt and pink skirt :) cuteee.
guess so? that's like what the others said. well, guess what!!! everyone was in BLACK. wearing the class tee.
jas was in whitee!! (NAH NAH ODD ONE OUT *PUIKSSS* =P)
anyway, when we reached there, charlene said i was chio??
and linda asked me to strech out my tongue, to see if i pierced it??
uhh , well, NO??
im NOT LIAN KAEE??
not like vanessa. hahaha kidding XD. but cool LAH.
anyway, just went there to sit around, played with CHARCOAL :)
HAHA. OOHH. VERNA STILL RECOGNISED ME!! YAYY :S
drank coke (EEEE) HIGH COKE ATTACK!!

then julia came, OMIGOSHH.
so BUTCH , and yet people can say she's chio, preety etc.. ?
uhh no, she just wears contacts and rebond her hair? that's all.
HER VOICE AND EVERYTHING IS BUTCH-ER-LIKE. hahaha. ( no such word though)
so later, me and jas left ( everyone said "byebye" to us)
sigh. will missy ou guyss ahh!!! hahaha:) wanna see yer!! and the parttyy ends like 10pm?? (SHO LATE HUH.. )
vanessa, i HOPE I MEET YOU. you know, you call me physco?? well, i think you're a fat ass.
go to hell, hannah lee told me that.
'eunice-same denise-same chelsy-same linda-same hahaha charlene-same??
i lent jas $7 to take taxi to her aunt's place. yeahh we'll meet up again hokaee?? and return the money back to me . bye. (*:

2004-12-15T15:52:00.000-08:00

phew!
haha. uhmm, i was suppose to go out with shinyi just now to wherever , but i just couldn't make it.
too RUSH.
hmm, im soo gettin gused to liking this new skin of mine :)
lalala :)

so LATER, im meeting with jas to go to chelsy's condo for the party
umm, about 30mins. yes?
she has to leave like earlier, to go to her aunt's house (or that's just what she said)
yeahh.
i hope linda won't pull me back to stay longer XD XD.
haha.

tomorrow there's band , somewhat, i quarelled with syakilla about my instrument and band stuff etc .
I hate band, well kind of, you know what? i hate the BLOODY INSTRUMENT.
oh yes, if YOU WANT ME TO PLAY THAT BLOODY INSTRUMENT,
yeah yeah so BE IT.
cause i LOVE TRUMPET XD
and i wanna stay IN TRUMPET.
stupid JACINTHA.
now that im IN FRENCH HORN.
i really didn't mean to be in that "oh, so BLOODY SECTION"
i hate it,
and how the hell can i enjoy myself in band when playing such an instrument?
BING HENG, YOU ARE MY ONLY HOPE TOMORROW. XD
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT YOU ALLOWED ONLY ONE TO GO INTO TRUMPET, WELL THEN, LET'S SEEE ABOUT IT OKAY?
cause you taught me one thing,
you taught me to NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK,
well, i BELIEVE in what you say, and i cherish my life , no matter WHAT PEOPLE THINK.

i have enough of itt.
i wanna concentrate on my studies.
can't i lead a normal life?

i hate the way people these days are so ANNOYING, SELFISH,SELF-CENTERED .
god made you that way? i don't think so.
you could at least bother to help people, and not to be so selfish and yet, you never really care.
you could at least bother not to pep-talk me, cause i HATE IT.
and when i HATE IT, I MEAN IT.
i think people these days are becoming more self-centered and actually, who knows?
by the influence of these people, i MIGHT BE ONE.
this is MY LIFE. and can't i lead it MY WAY?
i'll die one day, who knows?
maybe in a minutes time?
a sudden heart attack ?
people are really pernocious.
you never know the evil side of them.
i hate having obstacles in my life, troubles,heartaches,bad relationships etc..
was life meant to be this way?
mean to be the way that people could suffer?
just for the sake of suffering?
THIS IS UNFAIR.
BECAUSE EVERYSINGLEONE OF US,
DEPENDING ON WHO YOU ARE,
LEADS ONE OWN'S LIFE.

2004-12-14T23:01:00.000-08:00

uhh. yayy. my blog i've always wanted. a "rush hour" type. haha. managed to find it though, in blogskins. i typed in "taxi". and whoop, my best bloggie. i like the font and words of this blog. though, haven't i changed my blogkin many a times? haha. well, i just like changing skins, you know, you hate it when it's like seeing the same OLD blogskin everytime correct? it'll get old and dull and you never wanna see it again. no matter what you first said about your "nice new skin" the first time you got it.
like, you got this new friend, you brag about it, about how rich she is, well, one day, you never know, you'll get bored, thinking dirty and dull about that person whom you've admired before.

but because, this is my ever "FIRST DREAM BLOGGIEE SKIN!!" yay.,. i hope i like it later .
hello LINDA, im NOT going for that BBQ party. im SOWWIIEE. haha. none of my close friends are there, so how do you actually expect me to enjoy myself? it's wierd being around such people like vanessa, though she's OKAY.
blablabla. (: these few days are like BORING.
i seriously don't know what to do for my birthday , cause my friends are kinda going to plan it for me!! (: mmhmm.
nice ehh?
thanks. haha.

today, i was really pissed at myself and i stepped on my "clothes shelf".
you know, to do superman stuff, but, in the end. a LOUD "CRACK"
i.. i BROKE IT .
bad. so now, i gotta put my clothes with my sis.
bad hur?
anyway, tomoorrow uhmm,
might be going out too (:
my dad's coming back on the 22nd.
so, i'll get my books by then! yeepp!!!!
(:

2004-12-14T15:44:00.000-08:00

i hate STEPH.
i think she's just this sucker who is such a LESBIAN.
harllo.

2004-12-13T11:09:00.000-08:00

it's like a bit LATE not getting my school bks YET. even at december.
lateeeeeee.
lateeeeeee.
yess?
haha.
i feel so "BACKK"> i don't know what to do. i've opened a different chaper in life.
SECONDARY 2 LIFE.
many people hate the fact of growing up and going away, missing the things and fun you've had EARLIER.
like when i looked at my yearbk and class photos of my primary school this afternoon, LINDA called at around 5:30pm when my sis and i were watching "HI-5". so you see, she invited me to a BBQ party at chelsy's condo. hmm yes.
just SUDDENLY. A 6D PARTYYY.
but i really don't know if IM GOING.
it really depends HARD on my friends.
jasmine,leona,adeline.
adeline!! SHE CAN COME. SHE DON'T FEEL LIKE COMING.
this is like, what the fukk. soo badd .
COME PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.
and i'll give you your froggy keychain from tokyo.

JASMINE. she is UNSURE.hmm, she's just thinking of coming for like 5minutes!
gosh.
sighh, but meeting our old classmates can bring alot of excitement and happiness we've missed.
these are the few things i miss about school.

i miss getting into troubles.(uhh?)
i miss having the laughs among friends .
i miss the perverted jokes .
i miss staying back in class with lao shi and jasmine doing CHINESE CORRECTIONS.
i miss drawing and talking in chinese lessons.
i miss eating in class.
i miss doing funny stuff behind ms chong sau ku 's back. (literally).
i miss bringing wierd stuff to school (radios,fake smokes) haha.
i miss playing chess with adeline and leona after school.
i miss having jasmine helping me DO my chinese assesments.

im now reading the midnight saboteur. don't ask. because it's a goodd bkk.
hehe.
urhmm. it's latee. im sleepyyy. my sis cooked some really nnicee wedges and nuggets!
and eggss. KIDDING.
update the next time yeaaaahhh.
puffer makes me sweat.

tokyo trip.

2004-12-11T11:03:00.000-08:00

haha yupp.
it was GOOD.
Tokyo was funn. (:
just returned YESTERDAY around 6pm. yupp.
one really strange thing bothers me ALOT lately in SINGAPORE is that, why is it that im missing MORE of TOKYO than of SINGAPORE?
because i think SINGAPORE IS LOUSY.
here i go AGAIN.
SINGAPORE IS ONE BULL-SHITTEDD country with BULL-SHITTEDD GOVERNMENT. who bull-shitted EVERYTHING.
OKAYY??
yes.i love TOKYO! though i hate it when it's all cold and stuff.
it's very freezingly cold lAH. haha.
OK .surprisingly, i enjoyed DISNEYLAND the most!!!!
pheww. it was greatt. (:
the roller coasters were cool. uhmm. yeah.
hmm. MT FUGI was also great.
the HOT SPRING. WAS BADDDDD.
look, me and my sis were like wearing our swimming costumes in the hot springs. (which was NOT ALLOWED, AND WE WERE LIKE "DON'T CARE LAH") mmhmm, so this lady which was in charge of the hot spring saw us, and asked us to take our swimming costumes off.
YUCCCCCCKKKK.
Then i was like i hate THIS!
NAKED.
YEWWWWW.
BUT i wrapped the towel round me and went in! haha!
good idea NOT TO SHOW MY BODY ! HAR!

EXTRODINARY STUFF DONE.

went into the hotspring in swimming costumes!
placed the chopsticks the WRONG WAY.
crossed my legs and my feet pointed against directly to the neighbour sitting beside me on the train. he pointed to my feet and said some jap. words, uhmm. i IMMEDIATELY PUT IT DOWN. (haha!)
had to eat with spoon. though japanESE NEVER EAT WITH SPOON WITH SOUP LAH.

yeah and more.

haha.
OK.
WIERDD EHH?
i can't really remember all.
so urhhmm.
some JAP. GUYS WERE HAWWTT. REALLY CUTTEE LAH. HAHA.
shinjuku was the place where our hotel was,the hilton.
urhmm. we had the family room.
5 individual beds! woott!!
cool ehh.
the biggest room i've been though the suitee and yeah.
got the bed beside my sis.
her bed was near the.. PLANT. GREEN CRAZY PLANT.
WHICH LOOKED LIKE SADAKO IN THE NIGHT,
AHHH.
haha.
my brother bought porn mag and cards for his friend.
yeah.
my mom is like IRRITATING ON THIS TRIP LAH.
she is soo lesbian.
can't believe she hanged around the porn mag section.
that's.. that's wierd.ORKEHH.
guess so.
*SHRUGGSS*

ate jap. food everyday.
NICEEE.
HEY I LIKE SUSHI.

AND THE YOSHINOYA was great there!

hope singapore should be like tokyo! mmhmm.
with sushi brought into our houses everyday!
a life-time supply.
haha.
i washed my own clothes in the hotel.
wierdd??
yes. urhmm.i love tokyo ALOTTTTTTTT.
it's HAWWTTTT.
but you know something, i wouldn't wanna LIVE HERE, because tokyo is stressful and it's like the whole same crowd of people you'll meet everyday. and the food is great.
i wantt the food, the hot jap. guys and yeah. the best of it.
OK. yeah.
TOKYO IS GREAT.

miss many people on that trip.
haha.
only used the comp for like1min in the hotel lobby. to check my hotmail.
well,deleeted them ALL. CRAPP.
ANYWAY, bought lots of souveniourss.
nice oneess.
not really alot , but just enough for adeline and meiyi.
bought meiyi stickers and her cutecute stuff.
yeah, MUST GIVE ME BIRTHDAY PREEZZIIEE HOORR?? haha.

2004-12-02T03:07:00.000-08:00

hey today was a .
UNCOMFORTABLE- day for me!
yes.
duhh.
why?
i didn't GO OUT.
and know what?
i got the cold!
oh goshh.

and i was so uncomfartable and stuff.
all i could do was..
stay in bed and listen to my ipod
play with my handphone camera
taking pictures of me.
i've got them,
i'll upload them in later.
mmhmm.
very bad day today.
my sister cheered me up by buying for me m&ms and crunchy snickers.
sickenly, i ate them.
harrrr.
uhh wells, and i read my book!
yayy.

oh, TAUFIK WON.
yayy.
what else could i say?
it's so blooddyy obvious he would win, despite the "exposure" of sylvester among the many young girls.

hurhurr.
lookiee,
im leaving for tokyo tomorrow night.
shietessssss.
my mobile memory card metallic thingy came off again!
gotta ask that man to fix it back again.
my gawdd. i am sooo SICK.

look, it's like im using 2 whole boxes of tissues orkehh??
HOW SICK AM I??? VERY VERY.

SHINYI'S SO DEPERATEEEE.
EEEEEE.
WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO MAKE UP SOME FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT LIKE"MM" AND "ALEX" ??
and claims these two were the best of her friends.
mmhmm.
very bad case here.
what's gotten into this girl?
who used to be one of my good friends in school?
=pp.

2004-11-30T18:51:00.000-08:00

after watching the Cinderella Story,
well,
Hilary Duff is such a loserrrrr.
hahahhaha.

and Britney is great now.
she's sooo
"sex-driven"
her songs in "my prerogrative"
is like telling you,
oh,
whatever "sex-driven" songs of mine,
is like MY PREROGRATIVE AND NOT YOURS??
UH KAEE?
YES.

let me tell you something about the chinese culture. and stuff.
look, i hate mandarin
and if i have a choice.
i hope i take english for the only ONE language.
but i think the government is really into that already.
loo, madarin is like the worst of all languages.
i'll learn tamil to satisfy my grades in my second language.
or french or something like that.
well, you see, it's like 24hours in my own social life,
i'll talk in ENGLISH.
and it's like.
talking to me in chinese,
is like talking to a BADDD CHINESEE MACCHIINNEE.
OKAY.

TALK TO GISELLE.
AND YOU'LL BE "ENGLISH-DRIVEN"
FOREVER AND EVER.
FROM BARNEY TO LAUGH OUT LOUD TONGUES.
OH HAHA.
VERY GREEAATT..
now chinese never really occured to me as an "IMPORTANT LANGUAGE"
like what most people say.
i treat english the BEST.
it's like who else in this world,
doesn't use english to do business like a criminal lawyer?
or a banker?
working in a private bank?
(which is my dream to be)
uh .
i think people should change their mind about what chinese can do to HELP YOU.
WHICH IS LIKE, IT DOESN'T. YEAHH?

OK SO ANYWAY,
my phone is greatt.
heh.
errrhh.
i have christmass goodiesssss!!!!!!!!!!!! yipeeeeee
i like the christmad tree biscuit thingy.
mm yummmmmmmm.
mmyummmmmmmm.
sms adeline allot today . haha
for nothing?
for funn?
and it's like for wasting my smses??
LOL.
it's "WASTING MONEY ON SMSES" JASMINE!!!!!!!!!
HAHA USE "RIGHT" ENGLISH OKAYY?
HEHE.
JUST KIDDING TAKE IT EASY ALRIGHT.
you have "GREAT" ENGLISH. MM HMM. LOL LOL LOL. HAHAHHA.

im gonna pack my clothes for Tokyo.
mm.
it's all bad now.
im busy and stufffffffff.
heeeheee.

2004-11-28T11:52:00.000-08:00

know something?
i'm getting a new motorola camera phone!
and oh,because it's christmas haha.
i haven't.. oh shit! planned about what to do on christmas!!
ARGGHHHHHH.

something's terribly wrong with me.
i had my period.
and it's seriously baddd.
i hate getting these kinda things/.
it's disgusting.
eewww.

heyy,
adeline, can i get you hello kittys from tokyo?
reall cuttee ,yes?
haha. i thought you really really like it.
well, i hope you like it.
that's gonna be your x'mas prreeezee okay?
har.

im shitty oldd borreeddddd.
hey , my dad brought home from overseas
about 4 dvds. he brought home POLAR EXPRESS!!
yayyyyyyyyy.
oh and chucky (that's me, my FAVOURITE!!!!!!)
the last time i watched it at hazel's house.
miss her alreeady.
sigh.
watched love actually last night till 4am+
uhh, i watched it before.
but this time, IT'S NOT CENSOREDD.
EWWWWWWWWWWWW
BUT ANYWAY, I DIDN'T REMEMBER MUCH ABOUT IT.
heh.
urrmm byebye.
anyway, people on my tag board.
DON'T IMPERSONATE PEOPLE OKAYY??
CAUSE IT'S CONFUSING AND MAKES NO SENSE TO ME.
THANK YOU!

2004-11-22T19:45:00.000-08:00

harrlooww.
heh.
oh, i'm at steph's house.
uhhmm, we wanted to swim,
but a lil' too late isn't it?
oh,her house's like a mansion.OMG. haha
im at her room? i think.
oh and she's playing with the rest of the girls.
harr. she's like having this "good girl" slumber party.

i love her house!
it's soo cool.
har. can't be out of her house to the swimming pool
you know.. danger lurks in the waters in the dark.
mmhmm.
it's like a mansion. heh.
just finished eating dinner.
she has 3 maids. OMG. am i shocked.
har.
her annoying brother is playing XBOX outside.

before dinner, we were watching a few japanese cartoons.
really nice. (=
i feel like eating chocaltes now.
arggh NONE HERE. heh.

my dad came back last night from donno where , austrailia?
and bought back 2 big boxes of krispy kreme!
ooh, my favourite doughnuts.
ANYWAY
what the hell am i saying that for?
hur.
her desktop here is too bright and the screen is soo
arrgggh.
you could say"neck spraining"
anyway,gtg now.
ohoo byeeeeeeee

2004-11-20T23:38:00.000-08:00

I was thirteen

the year they killed the writer and eight other activists

I imagined the way they slept,

in their cellsyour commas feel a bit arbitrary.(author’s note. haha that’s because they are)

when the Nigerian night swallowed their bodies.

Did they dream of Africa,

or ropes like lions.

Or maybe smiling men,

in wooden uniforms

and business suits,

at dinner with theirwives and their children.

These sorts of images are those that make me excited about your writing

2004-11-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

heh.
at least someone's tagging
for the past few minutes, i couldn't seem to blog.
sigh.

everyone would be going to the same class next year. yes.
urhhmm.
let me describe my class.
ok.
Adilia-POODLE.AND A BIG MOUTH TO BREAK THE SILENCE WITH HORRENDOUS LAUGHTER!! MUAHAHAHAH.

Wun Ying- erm, AN "OK" PERSON.

Jennifer LO- J.LO. hehe. a nice and friendly gurl who organized the class party preety well at her condo! heh!

Jovi- SMART ARSSEEE. HEH. erm OK as well.

Mei Yi- PRO IN MATHERMATICS and she's also a lil' tweeny bit nosey! hur.

Geraldine- talented tennis player and a badminton player as well. full of tricks up her sleeves.

Shi Juan- urhhmmm. bad points? IRRITATING. HEH. GOOD POINTS. urhmm. ??

Shin Yi- urhmm. the girl-next-door, always asking me to treat her. uh wells, heh. does that tell you anything about this girl's financial status?? heh.

Zalikha- cheeerfull FLIRT. HEH.

Qing Qing - OOHH. MONEY MONEY MONEY. HEH. NAWH,KIDDING. she still owes me $2. hehh. and she's a smart arse as well.

Selfie- erm, she's OK.teachers' pet.

Yi Wen-SPORTY and TALKS with CRAPS

Siti- hmm. understanding. and urhm, stuff like that heh.

Li Ying/ZANN.- IRRITATING. AN "UNUFIT" CLASS CHAIR WOMAN.

Giselle- the most talented tennis player as well. heh.
used to be quiet haha. uhhmm. slacker .

May- urhhmm. cheena . harrr. and THE LOUDEST GIRLL.

all for girls. NO TIME FOR BOYS HEH.

2004-11-19T13:19:00.000-08:00

why the hell isn't there anyone tagging?

oh help.

meeting that SHINYI at clementi later
arghhh.
sigh ok.
anyway
nothing much happened heh.
yesterday i watched sharktale with my dad and sister
oh, my sis suggested it first

i want to watch taxi!! ahh
heh.
gisele bundchen is hothothohtoht
ok.,
heh.
heh,
heh.
my new skin?
white
im FAIR
urgghhh.
heh.
i like white backgrounds now
sigh

2004-11-16T17:26:00.000-08:00

the AMAZING RACE on tuesday(16)? uhh , it's funnn (=.
partnered up with meiyi. and oh, it's like kinda confusing.. and MAY doesn't even know where the hell takashimaya is!! oh gosh.
poodle paid for us the taxi money. well, most of the times. sorry!
her slippers got [per-cha] broke. haha. so oh well, poodle's group came in the 9th place i think. haha, because she had to so called"shopped" for a cheap slipper,in the middle of a race//

me and meiyi are the (cheaters) [SUE US , THANK YOU!]
we took the bloody cab soooooo many times although jennifer had told us to NOT take any more taxis. heh.
we were broke. (0=
heh.

Qide was also one of the people who organizes for the amazing race,but he doesn't even give a damn care, he went with me and meiyi into a taxi to great world city, haha.
we had to buy marinated chicken, jennifer was outside cold storage in great world city,so she paid for us the money. it was $8. the chicken was actually for the BBQ.
we then took a bus (75) to holland rd.
i knew the BBQ must be at jen's house.
she lives in a condo,next to mine.
yepp, so i was right .
it was at her condo.
haha.
i got soaked in the swimming pool water with my levis jeans.

it was fun (=
splashing water at the boys and girls. the BATTLE OF THE SEXES. hurhurhur.
i joined in the BBQ. but i had to leave early to my aunt's place.for some dinner .
so i waited for my dad at my condo to pick me up.
uh huh.
so that's that. yeah. bye.
immmm tirrrrrrreeeeeeeddddddddddddd.

2004-11-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

WHO LAST...
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: no one. heh.
You shared a drink with: urm, my sis?
You went to movies with: You went to the mall with: urm,haven't been to the movies these few days... well, almost a month! heh! uh well, the last time was with donno who
Yelled at you :
my sibs.
Send you an e-mail : can't remeber,i send lots of emails!
HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I Love You" and meant it : uh huh
Gotten in fight with your pet : no
Been to California: yeah..
Had an imaginary friend : yesyes, haha.
Do you have a crush on someone: ? uhh.. heh.
What book are you reading now: midnight saboteur.
Worst feeling in the world: whatever that's worst. than losing a person.
What's under your bed?: ehh.. i'm NOT messy. heh.
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs? nope.
Do you smoke? nope.*beams* (goodgirl)
Do you drink? yup haha.
What are you most scared of: whatever .
What clothes do you sleep in: whatever, clothes.??
Who do you really hate: heh.
Do you like being around people: uh huh.
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? uh huh.hmm,you guess. it's toro! haha nawh,just kidding.
Have you ever cried over something? uh huh. who doesn't?
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?: yes ONE only.
Are you lonely right now? yeeeeeessssssssss.
Song that's stuck in your head a lot lately?: californication. heh.,(oh man!)
Room in house: do i have a room in my house? yep.
Type(s) of music:any genre actually.. but i hate classical. ohhhh...
Color : PINK
Perfume or cologne :HUGO BOSS.
Season : oh, NOT WINTER,it's damn dry and makes you all uncomfartab;le and stuff. gosh. i love summer! and spring! yyyay
Cried : hmm.. recently. for the funeral.
Bought something : ermm,batteries. heh.
Met someone new: nnoooo oooonnneeeee
Missed someone: uh huh.
Hugged someone: it's NOT me who hugged my dad, he just came over and a big barney hug!!*hugs*

oh ANYWAY,i'm going for the classpartyy later around 10am+ gosh, think i'm gonna be late haha. er, i have GOT to leave earlier\ erhhh..
oh so, now i CAN'T contact ANYONE without my handphoneeeee. sigh.

2004-11-10T00:15:00.000-08:00

yes. tomorrow i AM going out. yay. i woke up very early today,this morning. which is because of my bloody freaking cold .I used the internet once i woke up heh!. and i ate my lunch later. oh gosh,guess what i freaking did all the way long till the whole afternoon and till even when the sun sets!! i was sleeping. ZzZz. GOSH!i guess i shouldn't be a gddy pants to actually wake up that bloody hell early!! 7am+ what an ungodly hour anyway! OMG. im becoming too tired and "sleep"is not in my life these few days. i don't seem to have even of that , even when im sick. )=

so ANYWAY. im sick. and when am i going to buy those school books for next year? oh gosh.seems like my father has totally forgetten about it. grrrgh. oh and i think im buying it from popular.
and i don't think im sleeping for tonight. oh gosh,sha is shooping with her parents to geylang! *gasp* and serangoon *gasp* till 1am+ OMG . GEYLANG. UH HUH. don't saay anythingggggg. ITS SUOOOUOO DARNNCCHHH BLLOODDIEEDDDEEDD PRROSSTIITUUUTTTEECCCHHH.
YES GET THE WHOLE POINT?

i made the suggestion to watch "taxi" tomorrow. jacelyn suggested"doll master" and sha suggested "shark tale" which is the most best resonable movie to watch tomorrow huh?
uh well, i guess its "taxi"oh and GISELE BUNDCHEN IS SO FRIGGIN HOTTTTTT.

2004-11-09T00:20:00.000-08:00

damn. i woke up late today. and yes, i didn't go out AT ALL!! man!! i feel great.
anyway,im starting on lots of novels. arrggh. im like half-way reading this novel.and then i find ANOTHER novel interesting . and so i start on a new novel. argh,im SOO pissed of myself!
Giselle,make up your freaking mind!. haha.

im so irritated. i don't know why the hell i am. i spent the whole night last night actually clearing my library.well, okok. OUR library. happy , tara?
its so freaking tiring and yes. im having a bad cold. argh, please DON'T tell me i'm sick!
omg. i feel so bad. and it's the holidays. sec3s are gonna be released from some mental hospital tomorrow . and they are seriously getting WILD. help me!!

argh,Tokyo trip is like so damn far away from today,this day. farking save me!!
and yes,my sister;s friggin disgusting. oh and you see, i love you guys back out there! uhm, going to tokyo is a real expensive city and oh, you guys liek sushi don't cha'? uh well, it'll be spoilt by the time i bring it home. oh well, don't worry!! do you like hello kittys? *PUKE* haha.

i seem to like this new chinese serial,THE CHAMPIONS. yay,it's so nice . and yeah,OMG. i hate yilin. she is lke the worst actress.look at her glum face,can't you just preety smile? =D hee, just stretch your lower jaw,and yeah,there! gd smile. *crack me up please*
i actually read the subtitles , my chinese seriously is bad. oh no. and i can't understand simple words. sigh. oh and im not going out tomorrow either , yay.

2004-11-07T19:13:00.000-08:00

i've STOPPED the LARGE font actually.
so for one thing, im leaving singapore on the 3rd of december. and return probably around the 10th . argh, and oh , that's jace's birthday! did i forget? sorry! haha.

uh yes, i slept late and oh! i was so engrossed into this new book called "GIRLS OUT LATE" . it' so flirty. all those sickening GBR stuff. but guess im too keen to know what's gonna happen next?sigh well. listen to this: "he bend his head closer to my face,slowly and silently,with the bliss of the night's air, he touched his lips with mine, and we did the kiss of our lives. finally, after several kisses, i gasped for air. his hands were on my shoulders and nearing to my front. and i thought SUDDENLY.(oh no! the tissues i put in one of each of my bra cups ! i don't want to be seen him with a handful of tissues!)" he said "its okay.and carried on". i said i REALLY needed to go home. its way way pass my CURFEW. he said ok. and so when i reached the doorstep of my house, i said "goodbye and see you" he hold me up again! and said this" one more LAST kiss ELLIE,PLEASE.." i said "well, ok. one LAST ONE. YEAH.." so we did a kind of long kiss, it was so touching., like the last moments of our lives, i guy whom i've only met for one hour! i said enough, and he let go, suddenly, he grabbed my arm, and leaned forward,ready for ANOTHER KISS. (OMG.) he kissed my neck several times and said"hmm? what's wrong ELLIE?"
THAT'S SOFT PRONOGRAPHY. LIKE OMG, IM NEVER EVER EVER EVER IF YOU EVER BET, GONNA READ THAT FREAKING BOOK! ARRGH! IT MAKES MY HAIR STANDS! *SHUDDERS*
i think it's just teenage stuff. er,sorry. im NOT A TEENAGER,IM STILL "MUMMY DEPENDENT" harhar! that book is TOTAL TRASH. yes, in the trash it goes one day.

i don't have a curfew actually. yeh, but i have to tell my mom and dad where i'll be going. uh huh.

IM HAPPY. TINMAN IS SO COOL. I LOVE THE TINMAN AND THE SURF GALAHAL. UHHUHUH HUH. I LIKE IT. UH HUH UH HUH . THAT'S THE WAY! UH HUH UH HUH. I LIKE IT. BLABLABLABLA!.

BAND SITUATIONS

2004-11-03T02:11:00.000-08:00

sigh, there's band tomorrow. and its urm,late now.kinda been watching he election updates on channel news asia all night. ok, sometimes i really wonder why i had joined band in the first place? when i actually decided to place "dance" as my FIRST CHOICE OF CCA! ): sometimes life is full of complicated minds. it changes once you explore an activity. i know, i've joined band for like 2 years in primary school and then i'd quit! no idea. i moved to tennis. a better activity (: it was fun and all. the only 2 instruments im kinda familiar with in band are trumpet and clarinet. darn! i don't quite know why i actually ended up in french horn! long story i guess? uhm,so now life is strange . i love this guy. whose in trumpet. and i really longed to go back to trumpet [NOT BECAUSE OF HIM] but i really like the instrument. i really have the feeling i can do very weel with that instrument. french horn is like SOOO NOT MY TYPE.i really like tennis and dance. though,ballet has been a really good one for me (: Giselle was a really good ballerina back then [not me ] some russian dancer.heh, i don't even know.tennis is cool, our school just doesn't have that. why? its stupid NOT TO.in primary school, band has been good and bad in both ways.our bitchy principal, the "cheong sum" lady, ms tan, so called"sacked" away MS AVRIL WONG from our school band THE RGPS SCHOOL BAND . from now, i still really missed her. the shared and cherised moments of the past. the laughters we shared, the problems the band overcomed, she was great (: ,patient with my learning and all.. but now, i hope you rgp gals would live well with MR ONG. he's a great person too.in krs, i guess no one really understand my feeling here, i feel a great sense of loss. im not kidding. i feel something's gone from me, i seriously don't know. is it because i hate music? i personally don't think so. i hate band? i personally don't think so too. then what? could it be the loss of band , i wanna quit it *gasp* ? i don't know.but i lovee dance. it brings out the talent in you.shows the mood and emotions displayed physically.
i love band, seriously. but just that its kinda too tiring,long hours and stuff.[8hrs] compared to pri schl which was like [3hrs]. yes i know why.i don't often
skip band like many do. i know who, but aiin't no suppose to tell. if i ever quit band, i would DEFINITELY miss all of my band members *sob*.somebody! help me! i don't know what decision to make. i'm totally clouded with many thoughts.
~RELATIONSHIP~
i know me and winifred are like over together this "fighting" over jake.[bh]
she thinks jake really love her and all. sigh, i don't know? don't bother to answer that either. yeh,we kinda got back and stopped all this. are we too young to get over such things? love?? i don't know. you know something, that love thingy between us all, has affected my feelings for a few weeks. it just struck me hard ! when i heard some people sayinig that jake and winifred are going out. my heart shattered like broken pieces of china.life is like this. you can't bear it when you really can't . sigh.

2004-11-02T21:53:00.000-08:00

you know on friendster..
i terribly hate it when some one says this on their testimonials."oohh, cherlyn, you so damn chio sia.. sure got lots boys jio ta de la.." or something. one thing [ it ANNOYS ME]!!!!!
hahaha. if you people really really feel that YOUR CHIO, so be it. harhar. i mean it, i can't STOP THAT /. can i?
i mean, what i seriously feel is that YOU PEOPLE are proud to have testimonials that are saying GOOD STUFF ABOUT YOU.YOU.YOU. learn to accept bad, don't be such a SNOB.harhar.
now people, you wanna know something? if someone says YOUR CHIO,PREETY,CUTE[*COUGHS*] OR SOMETHING GOOD. TO SATISFY YOU!/ think twice, are you REALLY ONE?? i'll rather let you regect such testimonials!!!
i know i accept ALL testis. thats cause i want to keep em' all. [NOT OF THE SAKE OF YOU - KNOW- WHAT!! ]
and i hate people like ToKiNg lYK diS. SUCKS.IsN'T THIs tOo tIrInG FoR YoUr pOoR PrEeTy lItTlE MuScLeS.?/?? yOuR JoiNtS woUlD bReak BY ThEn. YoU wOuLd bE fUcKiNg sTiFf!!!!hurhur. (:???
YEAH??thank youu. just irritated by THESE STUFFS. oh yeah, and i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate THOSE STUPID MESSAGES!! YEAH LIKE"H3Yy@ G!$3||3!!! nic3 mE3T!nG Ch@!! w@n b3 fr!3Nd$?? !M 18 $TUDy!Ng !N ITE".
*gure*gure* *pukes*pukes* YuUcKcKCk khdsifhdifhs hnsd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLS PLS. eeeeeee-yurrrrccccccckkkkkk. IM 13 AND URRRREEEECCCKK[grossed out], I .......URRRREECCCCKKK!!![grossed out] IS MATURE TO UNDERSTAND THAT!!HOHO.
generally, I CAN FUCKING READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P
I think YOUR DAMN "STUPID"?? to think i'm some bloody 3 yr old kid!! -zonkedd-
enough SHIT.
hARHAR.FYI!![THOSE READING THIS, DON'T FEEL OFFENDED IF YOU DO SUCH THINGS!! CAUSE IM REALLY REFERRING TO SUCH PEOPLE AND I JUST HATE THESE THINGS!! YES!!]
thank you (:

2004-10-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

fantastic debate today!! harharr. well, i guess i didn't go for band (":. well, enjoyed the debate. samuel was the stupidest to me (: he sucked. smiled all the time. but he reads well! like omg!! and ma brother was on the proposition side!! thats gdd=) haha. he was the best speaker on that side!! he was the 3rd speaker. er the topic was " is censorship a necessary evil to the internet?" gd one. yeah, the opposition won the debate . but harhar. the opposition was wrong and right at the same time i mean, in their points etc.. geran's teacher was sitting beside me.
puffer rawked today. (: ho hum i love it.
SOME DAY I SIT,STARING OUT THE WINDOW, WATCHING THIS WORLD PASS ME BY.
only had the time to watch one round. and was mind-boggling. LOT OF POINTS!! haha. yeah.. but was great afterall. i actually wanted to see all 3 rounds. but tara was alone at home, so yeah, wwe had to rush back for YOU. drrghdrgh. ):"

Appreciation day

2004-10-29T02:02:00.001-07:00

today was gdd. it was appreciation day. kinda like the first time for me experiencing it.

tyco johnaton frm 3/7!! cough shitto. i love himm?? 3rd on list?? i don't know.oi! i don't quite like him FYI. [oops] [:)]

school cleaning was great:). i luvee it. cleaning up the DNT room . especialy if i had to had a dust fight with geraldine. haha. with the buffer machine and shafiq sneezing the dust!!--choo-- hehes. * i have no allergies*!! !!gasp!! i did not sneeze,nor sniff. im sure to be sick one day.
gave the thank you card. was great i said"thank you for always being there for me" something different from the rest actually. shafiq's card sucks/and rawks.=) thankies. and please, oh please thank godd!! i didn't shake his hands.
the hall programme was great!! fantastic. haha. ehh. i lurve the hols! gonna be an exciting 2 months for me... haha.?? yeah, i appreciate lots of people. staff , FRIENDS etc.. thanks!!!!!!
met vanessa and talked to her.. after that i mean.. then amanda saw me for ONCE. harharr.hehehhe. meiyi STOP bugging me to let you to come my house! cause, my room is private you know.. not like there's some "private thingy" i wanna hide, bt too bad, only some people [friends-selected ones"so called"] are allowed. I HEARD of friends who don't let their "friends" in to their rooms too. like.. vanessa chua for instance.. duhh.
crazy. frustration! christopher is dead out!! hahahha. ****ZONKEDDDDDD****
TARA ate ma skittles. arseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i love you.you you. all for once. there;s an acs debate . ma bro's. got to go for that. and not go for band. [[???]] i don't know actually.

*puffers*

YEEPIE

2004-09-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

its like the first day of the week that im waking up early!! well,not too early. like 10pm+ haha. its the hols! yupp, but i have my own timetable to manage my time and stuff? yahh. urm, so i did my hw while sis was having maths tuition or rather A.J tution? haha.so i did my maths paper. we have like 3 papers to finish! and then me and sis ate lunch, dad cooked it[dunnoe he could cook that well]. ahah. he cooked spaghetti . yupps.. oh FLORIDA we jus came back.[:P].
anyways, im going to badn tmr to give my file or sumthing to arrnage scores and get new ones frm syakilla[called me jus now,sounded like joyce.iand i thought why in the world would joyce wanna call me ? haha] duhh. then i studied my science and smsed cindy and chiayee. erm, cos we have a science test? yeah,im not that hardworking by the way..lol=P. nthn much actually.. my dad lost his $10/.. so he hadtotake a taxi. and its like h ain't sharing! lolx. anyways. he went for flight. my sis is watching tv now. in the study rm. yepp. las nite i chatted with yen and tina .. i was online till like 5am+? haa. thts late actually. lolx=P. but EARLY!! lolx. but las nite i spent hours doing my new blog.. nicee ehh? at least it has music and im quite like a BIG FAN of avril lavigne so yeah, haha. now adelinew, you don't have to help me now!! lolx. i think me and leona and sum others might be going out on saturday but i have band!! oh *sigh* i can't do anything. okie, .. anyways. by enow.

...LOVE.GONE FORVER LAST WHENVR.

2004-09-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

gone. the love the sadness. when doe s the real thing comes?

.. winifred thinks i hacked into her acc.?? : p. what do you think? no rite....... yahh i dun think that this kinda pple would believe they are jus too fuckingly lame.*sigh* well, guess what? i hav many many more friends frm acs(b). think that im so RESTRICTED to a certain "him" . ~hmPh~ no way mann!!. right, ive go t to admit maybe i still do have a crush on him .anyways.. have some chinese test tomorrow. i dun have time yea.. and urm.. yes! got digital photos ready. cool pics taken by vannessa and me!! haha. right ehh.. dad bought the radio tuner or sumthing and said it was mP3 !! hah. lie..yes!my dad had ordered the new IPOD!! woohhoo!! im darn excited yoo!! .. gonna download as much songs!! ahah.

have another poetry of love...

Stabbed with a pike,from there to ash
Crisp like leaves,aflame in light
Running water is a soing hold, a wonderful tool
Together in Night
The elements hate us,
You and I

But , what are we?
Children, no doubt
Evil?
No more than anyother
I'll call us romanists

For what is more glamourous
than the lifeblood shed
for a pitiful thing
Often called:
Fool's Love

nicce? actualy, maybe its palagrizm[or sumthing].. hehe.
anyways.. now gonna study for chinese test. which i think i MIGHT FAIL. haha. yahh, yesterday went back to Rg. and met with jas they all. pearlyn and me went together in a cab with her mom and younger bro. yeah.. of cos her mom paid the money$$.
then jas said that yeeni is preety. well, i agree. sha waved at me. think she abit forgot; ). ten i met nicolette in the staffrm. yahh, she saiod like"ehh?" cos she wanted to knnow whom im. haha. well, i told her my class. 1e6 ok. now i gtg REALLY. bye!!

Armour piercing+proton cannon = smashed and bloodied nicholas s

2004-08-27T05:37:00.000-07:00

2004-07-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

just started on This New Blog..at Least it LOOks quite like Better then the older one which is http://gisellestephw.blogspot.com
haahaa..yeah, it's a nice,new start!...it'll be much much much more colorful n brighter and funkier and nicer and lively!!..haha..=D